June 30 2010 "Encountering HIM"

Last night I crawled into bed, with my pups, and my Love. The bed was soft and the ambient sound of the Fan, was blowing in the back ground. I layed my tired head on my soft pillow and closed my eyes. Not even a minute goes by and im jolted with a Day mare, I haven't even fallen asleep.

For that Brief moment, I saw darkness, and then the Earth in full View. I had no Body, just consciousness. Then I began to fall and the Earth quickly started to grow smaller, until it was black.

I opened my eyes, scared, and sad about the image. The image made me feel helpless and out of control, but even worse It made me feel insignificant.

My love lay awake beside me, and I don't think she noticed. I really don't want to bother her anymore with my dreams, because I feel they are a unnecessary burden on her. They make her worry about me.

I knew this was going to be another night, of wild chases and confrontations.

Lately falling asleep has been rather fast for me, on average with in 10 min, of being in darkness.

10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1...

The First Flash occurs, I look around. The dream is in Black and white.

Im in a small opening surrounded by a Dark Tree Line. There is a shack, and I see a skinny old "red neck" man. He is shirtless with grease stains on his hands and stomach, and has a Webbed Cap on. I already Feel uneasy.

I look at him and he starts to laugh, with his decaying black teeth emerging from his mouth.

At that moment, I knew this was going to be a bad trip.

I asked the man, what time does he usually come, when the sun is set, or when its still red ?

Laughing, He said, he comes when he comes.

The Sun was slowly setting, and I felt I was running out of time.

I could now see my house in the distance, and started running home. I got home, and found my 1911 Micro GI .45. And loaded it. I knew I was going to need more than 7 bullets so I was searching all over for my extra Mags. When I looked up, and saw a large, heavy shirtless brute, walk past my bedroom window.

He was wearing a brown leather mask, and on his right arm a bloody nub where his hand had once been. He had fitted a motorized saw of some sort to it, with leather straps holding it on to his arm. In his right hand a cleaver.

I knew, hes looking for me. I dared not confront him, I always try to avoid him, but confrontation, is inevitable.

Walking into the living room he spots me from the back deck, through the sliding glass doors. He shatters the door, and I run out the front of the house.

He starts to chase me, and gets so close i can feel the heat from his body, so I jumped to get a way.

When I jumped It catapulted me 100 yards straight up in the air, and I could see the top of my house, like a close view from a satellite image. I slowly started to fall, and he was looking up watching and waiting, and when I landed, I jumped again. I looked down and had the same view and Awoke................


I was not as scared at the end of this nightmare, as I usually am, In my chase dreams.

They are really affecting my waking life, I need solid rest, and am not getting it.

Im sure I will be writing you soon, until then take care.